A Fractured Mind

A Fractured Mind The world felt like a jumble of colors and emotions to Me. I had always felt like I was a bit out of step with the world around me, like a piece that didn’t quite fit in. I was desperate to feel normal, to fit in, but no matter how hard I tried, something always felt off. It was like a part of me was fighting against myself, sabotaging every effort to be like everyone else. I was a quiet soul, never quite sure what to say or do. I was a bit of an outcast, and I felt alone most of the time. I just wanted to be normal, but we felt fractured, like part of us was always missing. We saw glimpses of the person we wanted to be, but it was never quite enough. We felt like we was constantly on the outside looking in, like we were just a shadow of our true self. I often felt like I was in a constant battle with myself, like both our us were fighting for control and neither was winning. I felt like my mind was a chaotic mess, and no matter how hard I tried to make sense of it, we couldn’t. We had moments where we felt like I was on the brink of understanding, but the feeling was fleeting, and soon it was replaced by the familiar feeling of being lost and confused. I wanted to feel connected to the world, to feel like we belonged, but it seemed like an impossible dream. We felt like we were stuck in an endless loop, and no matter how hard I tried to break free, I just couldn’t. We felt like our fractured mind was holding us back, like it was stopping me from reaching my true potential. I had always been a deep thinker, but lately, my thoughts had become darker and more chaotic. It felt like my mind was spinning out of control, like I couldn’t find her way back. I was desperately searching for an answer, something to make sense of the mess in my head, but it seemed like it was just out of reach. I wanted to feel normal, to be like everyone else, but we felt like we were stuck in a fractured state. I felt like I was constantly on the edge of something, but couldn’t quite put my finger on it. I wanted to be free, to feel like I belonged, but we were stuck in a place of darkness and confusion. We felt like we were in a never-ending battle with ourselves, and no matter how hard I tried, I just couldn’t seem to break free of us. I wanted to feel connected to the world, to feel like I belonged, but it seemed like an impossible dream. No matter how hard We tried. We just couldn't break free from ourselves. Not even in the very end. Could I be freed.