Disruptive Energy

31st work from the "Synapse" series. Digital image of physical work already sold. Dripping with enamel over acrylic background on canvas. Abstract expressionism, without any figurative representation. Inspirational theme: I often title my works considering the process of creation, and "Disruptive Energy" is no exception. There are many phases, during, and even after the completion of the work. To achieve this complex intricate web of gestalt art, many emotions came to the surface, some, encouraged and instigated by the music and voice of Thom Yorke and his favorite band, Radiohead. It was almost exasperating to have the canvas finished, with a certain aesthetic perspective and suddenly feel an inner force emerge, with a will of its own and armed with an abrupt and instinctive energy. sometimes hard, cold, and implacable and that made me throw paint with fervor and in a frenetic impulse, dismantling the old, starting over, destroying what was beautiful and harmonious and that became tortuous, unsightly, disturbing. With each passing day my individuation process is more and more consistent and secure, this process of transformation, comes with a reflection of how ambiguous we are or can be during this journey we call life, it is merely circumstantial, one day we are sun and the next day we are night, or we are for or against, or we think it is bad or we think it is good and in all of us there is or there might be a killer, or a buddha, and it is these choices we make and what we call individuality that lead to experience, to learn, to grow, adding knowledge to what can be called human experience. The human being is biologically equipped to be able to access this same knowledge in a natural and fruitful way, I really believe in Carl Jung's theories about the collective unconscious, which explains why people who after certain physical/emotional events are able to do something they never did, but no doubt it is our way to continue studying and trying to understand how our brain works, but always with a focus on our spiritual potential, I am sure the answers are in us, know yourself, the best you can. I am chaos and order, so is my art.